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♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009

heyyyyy.
i have a new blog.
but i dont think ill tell much people.
ahaha, too bad.
ok bye.


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6:39:00 PM

♥ Saturday, November 21, 2009

omg.
ok i know its been like a few minutes,
since i posted my last post,
but jet just made me realise,
that today is a sat !
omg
dannnn.
means no scoool tomo !
school is tomo tomoo.
ughhhhhhh !. dannnn



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12:16:00 PM


hmmm,
my mom is healing.
yay :D
although she is starting to get a bit
bossy, but its handleable.
hmmm,
yesterday watched a movie with my mum and dad.
at home .
and it was about this lady having alzhemiers.
you know the disease where you forget stuff.
yeah, well, so, this lady was pregnant,
then she like forgt she was pregnant,
and then she thought she was fat,
so she started skipping,
cause she wanted to loose weight,
cause she thought her belly was bulging out cause
she was fat.
freaky right?
then when the baby was born,
she put the baby in the bath tub,
and on the tap.
and then she forgot.
and then luckily her husband came in time to
save the baby.
its super sad luh.
and scary. like forgetting the ones you love.
forgetting names, addresses.
i was close to tears luh.
hmmm, tomo got psl training.
finally out of the house.
ahahah.
ok well, got stuff to do.
byeeeee :D



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11:29:00 AM

♥ Thursday, November 19, 2009

life is freaking unfair.
why my mom huh?
come on.
i was the one at camp
having god knows how much fun,
and i did not even bother to pray,
and my stupid excuse was that i had nailpolish on.
and yet , nothing happened to me.
and my mom,
she was at a freaking religious function,
and she fractured her ankle ?!
why ?
its not fair.
why wasnt it me huh?
i would be able to recover so much faster.
and my mom has alr gone through the pain.
enough alr.
she doesnt need anymore.
i seriouslt hate seeing her like this.
and its just not fair.
i guess it will never be.
well, the least that can happen now,
is that she heals fast.
its all i have been praying for the past few nights.
i hope it happens.



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5:23:00 PM

♥ Thursday, November 12, 2009

  1. You walked with me,
    Footprints in the sand,
    And helped me understand,
    Where I'm going,

    You walked with me,
    When I was all alone,
    With so much unknown,
    Along the way,
    Then I heard you say,

    I promise you,
    I'm always there,
    When your heart is filled with sorrow,
    And despair, I'll carry you
    When you need a friend
    You'll find my footprints in the sand.

    I see my life flash across the sky,
    So many times have I been so afraid.
    And just when I, have thought I lost my way,
    You gave me strength to carry on,
    That's when I heard you say,

    I promise you
    I'm always there
    When your heart is filled
    With sorrow and despair
    And, I'll carry you
    When you need a friend
    You'll find my footprints in the sand.

    When I'm with you,
    Well I know you've been there,
    And I can feel you when you say,

    I promise you (you)
    I'm always there
    When your heart is filled (when your heart)
    With sadness and despair (and despair)
    I'll carry you when you need a friend (need a friend)
    You'll find my footprints in the sand. (I promise you)

    Ohh. (I'm always there)

    When your heart is full of
    Sadness and despair, (and despair)
    I'll carry you when you need a friend. (I'll carry you)
    You'll find my footprints in the sand.

    Uhh mmhhh.

the songs means so much.
and yeah, we will always remember our friends,
but deep inside, we all know,
we wont find a class,
quite as amazing as our current one.
lifes going to be quite shitty without the group.
everyone has something special.
im going to miss the weird eye contact i always give mai,
everytime a hot guy walks past.
and how she will be like 'yeah yeah !'
and then we would start laughing.
im going to miss maryam and her clumsiness.
thats seriously the funniest shit ever !
and the morning bus rides, when she
will inform me if -- is on the bus !
or when im sitting with a weird person on the bus,
and i sms her, and then
she will look at me, and then both of us will start laughing,
although it will be like really soft, so noone really notices.
im going to miss sarah,
and the times we skipped lessons,
and went to class really late,
and the weird times when people would call us twins,
and we would give each other the 'LOL!' face.
i guess i still have hidayah and naz but
if i dont then,
im going to miss hidayah,
for staying back with me,
and taking the bus with me back home.
and also, who will keep me updated when sleeq is
on suria now ?! omg shit. :(
and nazurah,
for the times we would just sit under a block to chat.
or take extra long bus rides just so that
we could finish of the convos we are having.
i guess the best one,
that ill never forget,
is when you introduces me to choki choki,
and got me addicted to it !
dannn i m going to miss everyone.

welll,
this is all i got to say,
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
love you !
ARefA


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10:00:00 AM

♥ Sunday, November 8, 2009

this blog is so dead.
but whatever.
i like it when its dead.
i mean its like having a private blog,
just not making it offcially private.
get what i mean.
oh wait, there nobody there to get it.
lol.
ok nvm.
ok,
so anyways,
ive been having the most awesomest days of my life.
at sarahs house,
cycling,
wildwildwet,
school [at some points]
so yeah,
my lifes been pretty fun.
and yeah,
my mom thinks i should be more at home,
doing more of house stuff,
although she knows im not the housey kind of person.
but then again,
every mother wants their daughter to be at least
a bit housey.
ok so well.
ive finally updated :D
yay me.
and seriously, i should stop getting dreams/nightmares.
it just ruins my day.
and its like so realistic.
and some of them really hurt.
and then i just have a stupid foul mood
the whole day,
and it sucks.
ughhhhhhh.
here is one of the bad nightmares.
well i think youll feel my pain,
although i wont name the people in my nightmare.
so, i saw
---- going out with ---- at like tamp 1.
and then when i saw them,
they tried hiding from me.
and i was like what the hell.
and i like ----,
so i was like, why are you going out with ----!
and its like ---- told me straight to my face,
that he likes ---- and i was like super heart broken.
and then they like ------ in front of me.
i know,
sick dream.
but its like so hurtful!
and like all day,
i was just thinking bout that.
ugh.
ok its over.
and dont get me wrong,
i dont like ---- anymore.
but its like how does my mind even come up with such shit ?
i mean seriously,
where do dreams come from ?
like its so weird.
ok bye.




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10:02:00 PM

♥ Tuesday, October 27, 2009

HELLLLLLO :D
had the best dance practice yesterday.
had a new teacher.
named
BEVAN :D
and he is gooood :D
we learnt lyrical jazz.
yay !
anyways, i was reading my email ,
and i came across this poem.
quite touching uh.
Does Mommy Have a Phone Number in Heaven?
Mommy went to Heaven,
But I need her here today,
My tummy hurts and I feel down,
I need her right away,
Operator can you tell me how
To find her in this book?
Is heaven in the yellow part,
I don't know where to look.
I think my daddy needs her too,
At night I hear him cry.
I hear him call her name sometimes,
But I really don't know why.
Maybe if I call her,
She will hurry home to me.
Is heaven very far away,
Is it across the sea?
She's been gone a long, long time
She needs to come home now!
I really need to reach her,
I simply don't know how.
Help me find the number please,
Is it listed under 'Heaven'?
I can't read these big words,
I am only seven.
I'm sorry operator,
I didn't mean to make you cry,
Is your tummy hurting too,
Or is there something in your eye?
If I call my church maybe they will know.
Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go.
I found the number to my church
Tacked up on the wall.
Thank you operator,
I'll give them a call .


sweet right?
hmm,
3 more days till school is over.
dannnnnnn.
i feel like.
sad.
i want more school.
shit.
ok
bye.
i have to think of my streaming now.
byeeeeeee !


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5:06:00 PM